ohhhhh gosh. ok, so, well, um. not doing so well on my diet plan. well i was until Monday. i stuck with my plan, i even went walking with Aaron Saturday night for a good 3 miles at 10 at night, and again on Sunday morning for about a 5 mile (i shoulda wore sunscreen). but Monday after work i found a huge bag of chocolate chips and couldn't stop myself from baking. let me explain, i love baking. i love the feeling of making something so yummy to share with everyone and i love the euphoria that i am in while i am baking. you will usually find me baking when i am sad, mad, or irritated because it takes my mind off things. Monday i was annoyed at... well nothing really, i was just in an annoyed feeling funk. so i went to the pantry and found the bag of death. first i actually made some lemon poppy seed muffins, then mallow bars, then my own marshmallow fluff which lead to fudge. can we say SUGAR????????????? Tuesday came around and I tried to work out and failed. SO. well im back to stage one. damn you chocolate chips.
The girls are off track after being in school for 3 weeks. I have them this week, their mother next, and Aaron the last week they are off. I HATE YEAR ROUND SCHOOL! However I dont mind having a week to myself with them. This time I didnt take any time off work. hey, i only work 5 hours a day. They are so obsessed with the shaytards now that they want to do videos. So yesterday we played Cranium JR and I gave them the camera. Lets just say Aspen was born to be in front of a camera. As soon as she see's one, she is right there in front of it doing something or another but a completely different person. As soon as I get enough footage maybe i will edit a video together for you.
PET PEEVE! *WARNING THIS IS A RANT* :)
Yes i am a smoker. but i have morals and common sense. I don't smoke around people, unless they are smoking. I hate the smell of it (hence the brand i get-doesn't smell). I sure in the hell don't smoke inside my house or around my girls. And just because i choose to smoke doesn't mean everyone else has to suffer for it, so i keep it to myself. ok ok let me get to the story. Last night Aaron went for his nightly run and I as usual sat on my fat arss and watched my tuesday night shows. Hey i only have 3-4 shows that i watch religiously and 1 to 2 of them are on monday night and 2 are on tuesday night. anyways. So as i am laying there in the dark house watching my shows i see bright red flashing lights filling my house (i only have one small window in the front) so I went rushing outside and the only thought going threw my head was "oh my god Aaron". I get outside, I dont see him and then my thoughts turn to my neighbors. but it wasnt them either. it was the neighbors next to them (lets call them JJ). 2 fire trucks, 2 ambulances and a cop car. Stef, my neghbor, brings the kids from JJ's house over to hang out on the lawn with us. I asked what was going on and she said "i think its the baby". JJ is about 7 and a half months pregnant. in an early blog i wrote about my neighbors garage. She was the one driving. there is a consant familiar "skunk" smell comi g from their home and oh yeah, SHE SMOKES! come on really? yeah! that poor child. I mean really, if you are going threw a pregnancy you should put all your $h!t aside and give the baby what they need. you have so many people in this world just killing themselves to have a child that they would/have/still doing everything possible for, but then you have dumb arsss people who blink and have a child but could give a $h!t what happens to them (or as some news stories go - end up killing them).
Seriously lets think about this for a minute. Why do you need a license to drive? to prove you have the knowledge and responsibility. Having a drivers license says you know that you are responsible for that vehicle, for the people in that vehicle and the people in the vehicle(s) on the road with you. Why do you have a hunting license? a carry and conceal license? a license to practice medicine? Why do you have to get a background check and credit check when you rent a place to live or purchase something or even apply for a job? Because you have to prove you are responsible! Yet you don't have to do any of this to bring a child into this world. Now I am not saying that this should be the way. But i am trying to prove a point.
UGGGGHHHHHH
ok moving on
SO no, i didn't feel sorry for JJ. I didn't ask if there was anything I could do to help. I do hope the baby is okay though.
Lets change the subject.
New phones: IPHONE? Aaron and I currently have blackberry's and our service is through Verizon. We both want the Iphone sooooo bad. I heard from a good source that Verizon will be getting the iphone in November of this year. I also heard that they can't because of the contract apple has with at&t. I'm so confused and just want that dang phone. I will not switch service providers due to the fact that I love my network! I have tried other networks and they suck. Also not one person i have talked to who has At&t like the network. Have you heard anything? or should I just try and purchase a jail-broken iphone and see how that works out?
As far as the Toad goes, We have indeed named him Jaba. He eats about 15 to 20 crickets a day. He has released his bowels infront of Aaron and in turn Aaron immediately called me over to "see something cool". i slapped his arm and said "like i really wanted to see that". Other than that and the gross crickets, it has been fun to have Jaba in the house. Its a nice ambient sound at night. makes us feel like we are camping or something.
well, until next week! hey what do you guys think of a video blog next time? let me know in the comments below.
Man, your life sounds pretty exciting!! I had my blog private for a little while, but realized that I don't have everyone's email that I wanted to be able to read my blog. In other words I am too lazy to have a private blog! Great reading up on ya!
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